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Birthday: 7/7/1991
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Interests: Hobbies:Skateboarding, BBall, Volleyball, Rap, Being a trouble maker...set da peace
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Thursday, July 28, 2005

Currently Listening
Fallen
By Evanescence
byes to the forgotten!
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ok well i am getting anew layout!! cant wait to see it!!


Thursday, July 07, 2005

Currently Listening
Ghost Ship
see what happened when past was the future....and i was alive.
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why is everything so confusing al the time, I am trying to see why people belive that i'm just a spirit, such as ( in the pictures that most people have of me.) scary shit many say, but as of now, i dont know what really to belive. Why do i hear strange sounds that others cannot? Why do i see things that everyone else cannot?? Evertime I ask someone if they heard omething they reply "no". But I would wonder if they say this so that their imagination doesnt go crazy! I can see things in the dark, that, most people cannot, and i think, now, am i crazy???

(example: I was at my mom's house, and i had a strange vibe while i was sleeping, I woke up about 5 min. l8ta, and i heard someone call my name. I thought it was my mom so i came out of my room, and heard the voice call me again. As i looked around, i noticed that the voice belonged to a little girl, who now stood in front of me. She called me again and asked me to sit next to her. But I just stood there. I couldnt move, i was like  a statue. The girl said,  " Hi my name is elizabeth, and i'm 8 and 1/2 years old." I thought that this was a dream so i tryed to wake up, i  even slapped my selve  a couple of times ( mantaly)for letting this little thing bother me. She asked me,   "do u talk?" And I reply finally finding my mind, " yea, i talk but what are u doing in my house.?" She replyed to me saying,  "Oh well I live upstairs ( we have an attic ^ stairs) And i came into your haouse becasue i thought i was allowed, i've lived here or 78 years."  I sat there dumbfounded, thinking if this was real or not.  I said, " yes, sure, w/e, but there is no right for you to just walk into my house." She said to me," well, when i lived down here, an man came into my house at night, then before i knew it, my dad, was gone, then my mom,and then....i had no feeling, and i say all white," At this point i was scarred and ready to run forGod damn life, but i couldnt move once again, untill I said,"oh well i havent even told you, but , my name is..." And all of the sudden she told me my own name and age! I said, how do you know all of this?" And she said," because your Grandma told me that ur really nice," And right in front of my eyes, she was gone, and my mom came walking out of her bedroom and asked what i was doing up.)

Ok people this is a true story, the next day ( to prove my fact) I went wiht my mom in the attic to see what was there, and a little pink elephante was sitting in the middle of the hallway.

I couldnt beleive this when it happened, but now i tend to see her everyother tuesday and thursday everyother month. It's crazy i know, but it's real!!!!


Saturday, July 02, 2005

Currently Listening
Ghost Ship
I, i'll stand not crawling, not falling down......I I'll wait, for demons to bring me down!!!
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I have recently been having a fight with my emotions, not for if i should be happy or sad about things, but if i am truly real and ever since then this has been happening to me...

In most of the pictures that my friends have of me, i am engulfed by a light, mostly seen to be around my head. I am finding more of just the light, but no matter were i am, it has been showing up like this......is it just the lighting, or is it somthing more??

 

 

 

 

 

 


Friday, June 24, 2005

Currently Listening
Don't Phunk With My Heart [UK CD #2]
By Black Eyed Peas
CRAZY FOO!!
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OK ppl, was up?? nuthing much here but, 2nite beckii is sleepin ova!!yea!!!! ok soo i ma out till l8ta, when she comes ova!!

I like the song Dont Funk With My Heart by Balckeyed peas!!!!! check out!!(on top with the otha music videos check them all out!! they roc!!!)

LAURA I ADDED OUR DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION SONG AS MY THEME OF MY XANGA!!!!!!WOOT!!!!LOOK AT US BABE LOOK AT US NOW!!!!!!


Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Currently Listening
Hot Fuss
By The Killers
Jealousy as he takes off her dress.....( ok for me to say it, thats freaky...so...NEVER AGAIN!!)
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ok ppl...heres the scoope!! i am soo busy!! I just snuck on the compo tho i am grounded!! MWAHAHAHA!!

ok soo i was looking for the xanga music code on concrete angel by Martina Mcbride( if u find it plzzz tell me!!) But anyways, then i was looking at Music videos!! i found one of a song i like, tho, it's, a weird video!! check it out!!( it's sumwere on the top of the site....check under the blinky boxes!!( winky winky**)

I also found another one Whiskey Lullaby...it's right below the other music video!!

well......i really have nuthing else to say!! ok!! for anyone who's reading this.. i dare u to call my house because ia m alsogrounded from the phone!! it's funny to c my mom pissed off!! but dont tell my mom i told u to call!! make it ring!!

i am soo happy for summer!! lylas and lylab to all!!



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